Where is Blogging Going?

I've been blogging for about two years now and still have yet to really find my voice. My lack of hard-hitting articles and world-changing productions is evidence of this. If I really hit the spot, I will have thousands of hits a day to show for it, at least. One problem is my ovbsession of checking for such hits- yet a watched kettle never boils. I need some discipline here! Maybe check my hits once a week and the rest of the time legitimately earn them by trying to make kick-ass stuff that people want to see.

Actually, to be honest, even this is not my objective. I want to find my true, inner voice in all of this. The nearest I have yet to find is through online Tarot- a kind of 'Golden Compass' to find the truth behind appearances.

Even more so, more than popularity or even art, I wish to serve God, my creator. I try to stay in tune with 'The Force', his will for me. Through meditation, tarot, creative imagination, I can reconfigure myself and realign myself to do this. This means more to me than popularity for sure.

So where to go from here? The same old things remain- there is an essential difference between Maya-based superficiality and deeper efforts to understand the meanings behind appearances and to live more fully according to them. I need to get over my prejudice against conscious understanding of what is going on, my somnambulist addiction to dreamy living. People can see clearly what they are doing and still make progress. There are always more mysteries behind what we see, to uncover yet.


I wish to network with similar people, who want to know God better and to be more like Him, more like the Creators, like advanced space-beings or angels. Who want to evolve.

I want to help people to know God by making them more loving, by making them interested in fine art and creation, by helping them see the beauty of evolution towards ever-higher and more worshiping forms. God is the real reality behind everything, the pure personality and intelligence. When we remember that of course reality is what we deep-down hope it to be, we can realign ourselves and find it afresh. Kids know this, adults forget it and tempt one another into forgetfulness of it. Which is why kids and nature are a good way to recall the truth.

I want to make people more loving and thereby find God through me. Maybe they can feel a little sorry for me and thereby be more loving. God is truth and truth is love- all are conceptualisations for a hyper-dimensional, hyper-directional reality that cannot simply be simplified into conceptual forms.

I want to be more relevant, hard-hitting in the sense of touching all the relevant buttons and getting people to respond from their deepest hearts. To help people to be human.

I was thinking- 'All we have is now'- we just have the society, the issues, the environment we currently have. What we may have in the future may be a pleasant dream (or a paranoid nightmare for some), but it is not as real as the now. So relevance, even in fantasy, is derived from illustrating the present in a novel and informed way, to expose hypocrisy afresh and draw people to truth. The peaceful pursuit of truth needs to be accompanied by the conflict of exposing people and institutions that claim to represent truth, but in fact merely advance their own interests. The danger of allowing them to continue unchecked is that they can deceive others into the belief in partial truths, making them helpless to improve their position in a real way.

The Golden Compass speaks of this in it's portrayal of a false and self-seeking church. The Secret is accused of hiding testimony on the Stream, from the multi-being messages of Abraham, so as to resolve copy-write issues conveniently, thus creating a further Secret still! My next post will touch on this and speak of the stream, of the way, the Tao, the Ki of this universe, which is of course the living spirit of God's true plan for us all.